inquieta escandalosa
llene el escritorio con blog de notas
que decian pavadas
TENGO MIEDO
TENGO MIEDO TENGO MIEDO
me gustas tanto que tengo miedo
me gustas por que no me miras cuando hago las cosas que mejor hago
no me miras, y si me miras no te veo y es tu tactica
que hijo de puta.
me encantas
y los blogs de notas hablan de esto
de esto que siento que surge que ruge que acecha
COSECHO MIEDOS
bebe
te diria
bebè, ven a dormir aqui junto a mi.
voy a acariciarte toda la noche.
y ahora me muero de hambre
TIMBREEEEEEEEEEEEEE
RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG RANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG RUNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TRUNCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK
salgo al balcòn a mirar
no hay nadie
estoy soñando ruido
antes que camine por las paredes tengo que terminar con esto.
escribo una nota,
dice tres cosas
YA NO TE VERE
como son cuatro cosas la descarto
escribo otra nota
TU ME HARAS MAL
4, el nùmero de cabala?
dos multiplicado por dos
dos el numero de la pareja
4 el numero de dos pareja
4 es dos por dos
dos personalidades en cada persona
una inquieta otra que asiente.
RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
vuelve a sonar el timbre
No le presto atenciòn
hace frio para asomar al balcòn
y si sond el cable?
no tengo cable
y si viene alguièn a ofrecerme trabajo ?
nadie va a la casa de nadie a ofrecerle trabajo
y si sos vos?
HUYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HUYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
HUYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
vuelve a sonar el timbre
camino por las paredes.
tu no llamas, tu no hablas, tu donde estas?
que le hago a lo que pienso cuando estoy desvalida sin mis armas?
tengo una bomba en los recuerdos
HO DIOS SANTA MADRE DE MIS SANTOS CONOCIMIENTOS SOBRE LA GUERRA
LA AUTODESTRUCCION Y LOS MISILES.
RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, EL TIMBRE
bajo a abrir
hay una nota debajo de la puerta
ME INCLINO SOBRE ELLA DE PUNTILLAS SIN DEJAR QUE LAS RODILLAS TOQUEN EL SUELO
hago esto despacio, dominando mic uerpo como un gato al que todos estan mirando
en la casa.
la nota no tiene fecha, es un volante escrito a la inversa
tiene mi nombre y mi edad
abajo continuan unas lineas
recuerdo la desesperaciòn
los telefonos publicos
llorar a la noche, llorar a la tarde
llorar en la pista de baile
llorar por cualquier cosa
andar llorando
dedicar la tapa de un libro
arruinar a los amigos
arruinar los trabajos
arruinar cualquier cosa que se pueda arruinar por que uno no esta bien
para tomarlo
recuerdo eso, giro deslizando las pantuflas sobre el suelo, doy la vuelta, me inclino hacia arriba y subo corriendo las escaleras.
soy cobarde
y lo digo de manera orgullosa
SOY COBARDE
BRINDO POR LOS ESCUDOS
Star And Delta Motor Connection
Hace 8 meses
5 comentarios:
Cada vez que leo tus relatos lo hago esperando no llegar nunca el final, como esas pelis que uno quisiera que duren toda la noche o esas canciones que uno bailaría hasta que lo echen a patadas del bar.
HERE'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF REALITY IN THE U.S.A. THAT PEOPLE TURN A BLIND EYE TO BUT AFFECTS THEM DAILY AND WILL EVENTUALLY KILL SOCIETY AS YOU & I BOTH KNOW IT UNLESS WE STAND UP & STOP THEM!
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PART 1
THE U.S. CITIZENS HAVE THEIR BRAINS SCRAMBLED VIA FLUORIDE IN THE WATER & ALL THE ASPERTAME THEY CONSUME IN POP DRINKS, BUT THERE IS MORE.....
You see, Bush Sr., & Jr., Clinton, Reagan, Carter, Obama, Ford...ALL these presidents are in what is dubbed a SECRET SOCIETY called The Moloch Axis Demoniacs (i coined the phrase myself...Dr. A.P. and i don't use my full name because WHO knows WHAT sinister crap they'd do to me IF they found out?) or M.A.D. for short.
These people, and there’s obviously more of them (Cheney, Rumsfeld etc.) than the ones mentioned, control KEY positions not just in government, business, society etc. They are GRADUALLY erroding MORAL/FAMILY VALUES in society. SO gradual that it's like hairloss! You see it ever so slowly and you have to be a keen eye to boot!
For example, women in the workforce...they go to work so WHO takes care of the kids? Some goofs getting minimum wage who could care less about those kids. Family split apart because NOW both parents work and the cost of life itself purposely increased to perpetuate this separation. Kids grow up with NO moral/family values. Repeat this a few generations and before you know it, you have mindless zombies that don't know RIGHT from WRONG! Easily programmable to get in debt, be anti-christ-like etc.
Also, the coming mark of the beast 666. Remember HOW it all used to be ca$h only? Then they introduced checks, then credit cards to get yourself in serious financial troubles, then ATM cards, and now that STUPID SWIPE-PASS card. What is the purpose of all this? To get people broken down enough and stupid enough through putting FLUORIDE in the drinking water and ASPERTAME in soda drinks/pop cans so we ALL can accept the 666 chip. So NOBODY can buy or sell or own ANYTHING lest he has the mark of the beast (anti-christ) which is 666.
I can go on for days & days as to the subtleties and more examples but i think you all SEE the points i make here. It's all SUBTLE and GRADUAL negative changes day in & day out that these M.A.D. demons (because they are demonic and have placed their trust in demons in exchange for their souls and material possessions here on earth) are passing into laws in Canada, USA, UK, SPAIN, FRANCE etc.
HERE'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF REALITY IN THE U.S.A. THAT PEOPLE TURN A BLIND EYE TO BUT AFFECTS THEM DAILY AND WILL EVENTUALLY KILL SOCIETY AS YOU & I BOTH KNOW IT UNLESS WE STAND UP & STOP THEM!
===========================================
PART 1
THE U.S. CITIZENS HAVE THEIR BRAINS SCRAMBLED VIA FLUORIDE IN THE WATER & ALL THE ASPERTAME THEY CONSUME IN POP DRINKS, BUT THERE IS MORE.....
You see, Bush Sr., & Jr., Clinton, Reagan, Carter, Obama, Ford...ALL these presidents are in what is dubbed a SECRET SOCIETY called The Moloch Axis Demoniacs (i coined the phrase myself...Dr. A.P. and i don't use my full name because WHO knows WHAT sinister crap they'd do to me IF they found out?) or M.A.D. for short.
These people, and there’s obviously more of them (Cheney, Rumsfeld etc.) than the ones mentioned, control KEY positions not just in government, business, society etc. They are GRADUALLY erroding MORAL/FAMILY VALUES in society. SO gradual that it's like hairloss! You see it ever so slowly and you have to be a keen eye to boot!
For example, women in the workforce...they go to work so WHO takes care of the kids? Some goofs getting minimum wage who could care less about those kids. Family split apart because NOW both parents work and the cost of life itself purposely increased to perpetuate this separation. Kids grow up with NO moral/family values. Repeat this a few generations and before you know it, you have mindless zombies that don't know RIGHT from WRONG! Easily programmable to get in debt, be anti-christ-like etc.
Also, the coming mark of the beast 666. Remember HOW it all used to be ca$h only? Then they introduced checks, then credit cards to get yourself in serious financial troubles, then ATM cards, and now that STUPID SWIPE-PASS card. What is the purpose of all this? To get people broken down enough and stupid enough through putting FLUORIDE in the drinking water and ASPERTAME in soda drinks/pop cans so we ALL can accept the 666 chip. So NOBODY can buy or sell or own ANYTHING lest he has the mark of the beast (anti-christ) which is 666.
I can go on for days & days as to the subtleties and more examples but i think you all SEE the points i make here. It's all SUBTLE and GRADUAL negative changes day in & day out that these M.A.D. demons (because they are demonic and have placed their trust in demons in exchange for their souls and material possessions here on earth) are passing into laws in Canada, USA, UK, SPAIN, FRANCE etc.
HERE'S A DIFFERENT KIND OF REALITY IN THE U.S.A. THAT PEOPLE TURN A BLIND EYE TO BUT AFFECTS THEM DAILY AND WILL EVENTUALLY KILL SOCIETY AS YOU & I BOTH KNOW IT UNLESS WE STAND UP & STOP THEM!
===========================================
PART 1
THE U.S. CITIZENS HAVE THEIR BRAINS SCRAMBLED VIA FLUORIDE IN THE WATER & ALL THE ASPERTAME THEY CONSUME IN POP DRINKS, BUT THERE IS MORE.....
You see, Bush Sr., & Jr., Clinton, Reagan, Carter, Obama, Ford...ALL these presidents are in what is dubbed a SECRET SOCIETY called The Moloch Axis Demoniacs (i coined the phrase myself...Dr. A.P. and i don't use my full name because WHO knows WHAT sinister crap they'd do to me IF they found out?) or M.A.D. for short.
These people, and there’s obviously more of them (Cheney, Rumsfeld etc.) than the ones mentioned, control KEY positions not just in government, business, society etc. They are GRADUALLY erroding MORAL/FAMILY VALUES in society. SO gradual that it's like hairloss! You see it ever so slowly and you have to be a keen eye to boot!
For example, women in the workforce...they go to work so WHO takes care of the kids? Some goofs getting minimum wage who could care less about those kids. Family split apart because NOW both parents work and the cost of life itself purposely increased to perpetuate this separation. Kids grow up with NO moral/family values. Repeat this a few generations and before you know it, you have mindless zombies that don't know RIGHT from WRONG! Easily programmable to get in debt, be anti-christ-like etc.
Also, the coming mark of the beast 666. Remember HOW it all used to be ca$h only? Then they introduced checks, then credit cards to get yourself in serious financial troubles, then ATM cards, and now that STUPID SWIPE-PASS card. What is the purpose of all this? To get people broken down enough and stupid enough through putting FLUORIDE in the drinking water and ASPERTAME in soda drinks/pop cans so we ALL can accept the 666 chip. So NOBODY can buy or sell or own ANYTHING lest he has the mark of the beast (anti-christ) which is 666.
I can go on for days & days as to the subtleties and more examples but i think you all SEE the points i make here. It's all SUBTLE and GRADUAL negative changes day in & day out that these M.A.D. demons (because they are demonic and have placed their trust in demons in exchange for their souls and material possessions here on earth) are passing into laws in Canada, USA, UK, SPAIN, FRANCE etc.
Llegue por casualidad y la vdd me quede flashiado....sinceramete no puedo dejar de resaltar que son las 4 de la mañana y tu narracion me sirvio de estimulante para desvelar esta noche.
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